A month after model and mother-of-two Chrissy Teigen, 34, and her husband balladeer John Legend, 41, had lost their previous bundle-of-joy. The mother shared her agitating experience on social media.

Chrissy Teigen on knowing they've lost Jack

It is tragic for parents to go through the painful event of losing a baby; with Chrissy, she went to experience the feeling of being in "a convulsion of tears." The loving mother has now gone into the details of her experience and how she and her family are continually in the process of accepting reality, CNN reported.

Having that said, Chrissy revealed the moments that led her and her husband to utter their final goodbyes to their supposed to be their third bundle of joy named Jack. The model now turned entrepreneur wrote a lengthy post on her personal Instagram account as she details her experience.

Besides facilitating a storytelling post on her Instagram, Chrissy posted an essay on her Medium page on Oct. 28 (Wednesday), as per Hollywood Life.

"After we first lost Jack, I found myself incredibly worried that I wasn't able to thank everyone for their extreme kindness," Chrissy wrote. "Many shared incredible personal experiences, some shared books and poems. I wanted to thank everyone, share our story with each individual person. But I knew I was in no state to," she added.

Chrissy further shared that she went into inducing delivery event though Jack is only 20 weeks because of complications. The model endures a partial placenta abruption, which she always had.

Despite conserving a bed rest that will be supposed to last for 28 weeks, she did not make it as Jack's needed fluid is not sufficient. Because of the case, the fetus could not float inside the belly, and sometimes she feels Jack's hands and foot when she lies down.

The painful goodbye to Jack

While in the hospital, Chrissy, alongside her husband, John, partners hand-in-hand with the medical team that can save Jack's life. However, late one night, she was advised to let go of the baby in the morning.

At hearing the doctor's said words, Chrissy then went all out, tears ran through her cheeks, and she barely catches her breath because of the painful fact. At that moment, Chrissy said that she only felt "utter and complete sadness."

 
 
 
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We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before. We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and bags of blood transfusions. It just wasn’t enough. . . We never decide on our babies’ names until the last possible moment after they’re born, just before we leave the hospital. But we, for some reason, had started to call this little guy in my belly Jack. So he will always be Jack to us. Jack worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and he will be, forever. . . To our Jack - I’m so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn’t give you the home you needed to survive. We will always love you. . . Thank you to everyone who has been sending us positive energy, thoughts and prayers. We feel all of your love and truly appreciate you. . . We are so grateful for the life we have, for our wonderful babies Luna and Miles, for all the amazing things we’ve been able to experience. But everyday can’t be full of sunshine. On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug and love each other harder and get through it.

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The couple first made known that they are expecting their third child on Aug. 12, posting Chrissy's video flaunting her growing belly.

Read Chrissy's essay on her Medium page.